Desultory twins

The edge of sanity. The cusp of reason.

Downpouring rain. Streaming tears. Flaming fears.

The tango of overflowing emotions.

My burgeoning heart. The lonely bard.

Toss me a smile. I’ll e-mail you a laugh. No, better still a pile.

Dow down 213. Should my heart stop? No, I’ll just buy Nikkei puts.

My first blog entry for 2006....it's a challenging year already

Teaching at a tuition centre to pay my increased income taxes. Equities have been a little nicer to me this year compared to last(to say the least).

Work is a bitch, as usual. Now the timing of my resignation is most crucial...and of course my career change.

No time left for relationships with anyone, so I don't need one...wheeeee!


How I wish happiness could be turned on like a water tap so I can be refreshed by it's ability to clean the dirt of depression.

Unfortunately, there's no such thing as an internal happiness tap; for too many of us, joy is induced by external factors, and dependant on being around friends.

When there is no one around to induce joy in your heart, the practice of happiness is an exercise in sheer will...or...

...you can just be oblivious to your surroundings and just create your own artificial fantasy surrounding which can induce joy in your heart.