Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Almost everyone has trouble confronting the ugliness of the truth.
I am not everyone; I was compelled to confront the truth a long time ago. Because my truth was so ugly and unreal that I had to confront it. Or go mad pretending it doesn't exist.
Like most people do.
Marriage is just a kind of glorified prostitution.
Both husband and wife are prostituting themselves,in different ways, and I, for one,will have no part of it.
I am not everyone; I was compelled to confront the truth a long time ago. Because my truth was so ugly and unreal that I had to confront it. Or go mad pretending it doesn't exist.
Like most people do.
Marriage is just a kind of glorified prostitution.
Both husband and wife are prostituting themselves,in different ways, and I, for one,will have no part of it.
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Once people become parents, they turn into monsters to certain people. Unfortunately for me, my parents chose me to become monsters to.
They were the most angelic,helpful, kind souls to their friends. And even to most strangers.
But behind the closed, invisible walls of the family, they unleashed their quota of evil on their own brood.
Especially on me.
I discovered the justification for this injustice from a psychologist who charged a most unjust fee.
But from her I discovered that they had never planned for my entry into the world.
They had probably tried to kill me off.
They were the most angelic,helpful, kind souls to their friends. And even to most strangers.
But behind the closed, invisible walls of the family, they unleashed their quota of evil on their own brood.
Especially on me.
I discovered the justification for this injustice from a psychologist who charged a most unjust fee.
But from her I discovered that they had never planned for my entry into the world.
They had probably tried to kill me off.