1st March 2005

Sleep...that temporary death, relieved me of the burden of thinking, for a brief but precious moment.

I've more or less stopped looking for a special person ; I choose to love myself now because that is the only person who counts to me in this misbegotten society where people only think of lifting a finger out of self-interest, satisfying their lust for carnal pleasures, money or to relieve their own loneliness. Altruism is well and truly dead in Singapore.

Well,dying at any rate.

P.S- To Ray: I'm finally OVER you(since one and a half weeks ago actually) because I have stopped caring totally ... I'm surprised to discover that one bounces back very rapidly in their 30s.