Getting sick of solitude,but nearly everyone out there is a bastard...

10th September 2005

Had just about the most intense workout of the year today at Raffles Place Cali.

More (vultural) bitches seemed to be around than guys, though there were one or two noteworthy members of the male species.

Although my desire was nagging at me a little, I refused to compromise my expectations and standards, by not carrying eye contact I made with a shorter guy in the locker room further than mere eye contact.

I really want to have someone mainly because I'm plain bored. However, this urge is not strong enough to drive me to the clubs today.

Because my good 'ol common sense tells me that I don't even know what I really want, so why blow 35 to 40 bucks going round in circles?

A special Birthday for a special guy.

6th/7th September 2005

Yesterday, I took a trip to Johor Bahru early in the morning, did some financial transactions, and proceeded to ensconce myself in Starbucks where I haven't gone to download stuff for almost three months.

Of course, I had enquired beforehand if their wireless was back in working order again, and was told it was alright the day before.

Although I was alone, I was also determined to make my birthday a special treat which no one else could give me: I bought four snow-skin mooncakes, a green one, a yellow, a white and a grey. So instead of one boring cream & sponge cake with candles, I had four colourful birthday cakes without candles(which are environmentally unfriendly anyway).

I took them to a Deluxe room booked in The Puteri Pan Pacific hotel and slowly savoured them while sipping tea and watching CNN. Before that, I had a nice soaking in the bathtub.

I even had a wireless signal for about forty minutes!

Then, later in the night, I worked at my laptop on my first storybook, and fell asleep watching an Alien documentary I had downloaded recently.

This morning I proceeded down to have a sumptious complimentary breakfast and then moved back to Starbucks to resume downloading.

Never had a birthday alone better in my life!

Post-clubbing serenity

Went to Happy yesterday for 4 hours, downed one Vodka lime, met two people I knew,danced a little at the end, and left at 3:13 am.