Insurmountable impulses

Finding a person to care for...

I've tried to avoid looking for such a one almost ever since I found out I was a 'male' equivalent of a lesbian(I so hate that orthodox term for it!).

But my humanness engulfs the potential success of that endeavour and renders it in vain. Just like my tortured childhood overwhelms my attempt to overcome my fear of strangers(the first stranger I knew ended up inflicting Life-quaking chaos in my psyche) and renders it drivel in the sea of consequence.

Would you Care?

Would you Care

If I just asked you to?

Would you Dare

Admit that we're through?

Do you Stare

When I say it hurts me too?

Are you Aware

My Life has turned to poo.

Your indifference sears my soul,

When my heart was as bright as the Sun.

(Now)I stare into the gaping hole,

And don't know where to run.


My Life hangs by a bleeding pun.


Fate, tell me what you want me for,

If you don't wish me dead.

Over the bread of innocence is my blood spread,

Please show me the door,

If you don't want the rest to turn to red.Copyright domperrier