Appreciation Journal : 21st- 23rd Aug 2019

168,388 in rental savings! 

I'm so thankful that I am believing more & more that I am firmly on the path to financial freedom, bolstered by nearly-miraculous-seeming record online sales ( $449 for a single item on 8/19/19, trumping the $438 on 12/22/16 and $649 beating $485 in a single receipt on those same dates ) that makes me keep the faith!

Another new record may just be set some time in the not too distant future!


Also, dividend incomes today and yesterday covered the postage expenditure to send those four items to their new owner and I made a profit of just under sixty ringgit that helps defray the fees.

Appreciation Journal : 18th- 20th Aug 2019

It was just incredible that just as I fought from wobbling vibrationally from the lack of trading gains from the market, my 'silent' imaginings & appreciations bore fruit when I was shocked to discover a large sale on my online shop, after dryness in that sphere since my thrilling three-sales-in-four days record from May 19th to 22nd.

To my delight, a Mitsouko parfum flacon that had evaporated to near emptiness was finally taken after a final reduction to hairline nominal gains that didn't cover shipping I paid for it it in 2010. I also registered my first Coty sale, my 3rd sale of a sample of Liu parfum, the last one occurring over 3 years prior, and a fast sale of a sealed Baccarat crystal flacon in box & wrapping of Shalimar extrait I had possessed since late 2011.

I appreciate the roughly M$1,027 net gain inclusive of forex gains on the cost of those four treasured items, especially on a day where there were no dividends & no gains from selling stocks!

And tonight, I spend my 3,913rd night of pleasant dreams in my rent-free abode...truly a great thing for my freedom!

On the subject of dreams, I have been dreaming vivid scenes, mostly involving travel and foreign-looking places with unexpected personalities who I have rendezvoused with in my past, but am usually unable to remember most of the details within the first minutes of waking up!

Last year, I do recall one dream where I believe I was interacting in some manner with Oprah(the details elude me) and also in another separate dream, with Bill Gates, whom I sensed back then was bargaining with me with a view to acquiring my entire 'toy' collection, which strangely I don't have! Unless it was a euphemism for my perfume collection =) 

Finally, I chanced upon the news of a takeover offer for my shares in Mintye, which I had bought in three batches in '14, '15 and '16. To my relief(after frantic calculator-punching!), the offer price meant that I will cover my original cost of investment with M$77 to spare if I patiently wait for the offeror to pay me. 

Appreciation Journal : 9th-17th Aug 2019

Today, I reach my 3910th day of FREEDOM from the rentier class that I helped support for 160 months in my past and I am thankful,thankful,thankful,thankful,thankful for rediscovering the Universe's LOVE for me in unexpected, beautiful ways off & on in this new stage of my Life as I feel forward to an improved path to the future.

Today, I spotted an old shoebox that I used to put old stamps in under a pile a papers & newspapers in my bedroom. After washing off the thick layer of dust that had inevitably settled on the top in the intervening time since I last accessed it, I discovered a pile of cards right at the top of the contents that I had virtually forgotten about! Birthday cards from the most joyous workplace I had ever had the privilege to participate in; cards from an ex-church friend whom I had a huge crush on when I was 22 and who broke my heart six years later by gently declining to be my sponsor for my first full-time job at the Ministry of Education ; two cards from a Law Faculty girl friend who had a crush on me despite having at least one other boyfriend ; cards from my elder & (surprise!) younger brother from over two decades ago.

After browsing through the most surprising & cherished ones, I suddenly felt the love rekindle in a heart that had shared no secrets or longings for over a decade. I saw true feeling from a period that I had always written off as confused & lost before this moment.

I thank the Universe and my inner guide for reminding me of the value of my Life, even as I often wobble in this period where I seem to be at a crossroads in this ever evolving journey in this physical time-space reality!

Appreciation Journal : 5th-8th Aug 2019

Today, I revel in the milestone of my 3900th day of rent-free living yesterday!

Sometimes revenge is indeed  the path of least resistance! =)

"On 3rd August, as I was working on the comp, something fluttered down from the shelves & landed in front of me. It was an old lottery ticket with a couple of numbers on it. I thought 'How strange it was the only thing that fell from a place stuffed with papers!' Bought the pair of numbers on it pronto and that night, one of them struck 3rd prize."

Appreciation Journal : 1st - 4th Aug 2019

Yesterday, an old lottery ticket from May fluttered down from an overhead shelf while I was working on the PC. I interpreted this rare incident as the Universe giving me a signal so I went out shortly after to purchase the two numbers on that ticket at the 3 numbers forecasting outlets nearby.


Today, at around 5pm, without the tickets in front of me, I checked the numbers quite cursorily and initially thought I had won nothing. However, I recalled seeing a 52-- in one website & then remembered that one of the pair of numbers I bought was likely 5211.

When I went back to the website of the first outlet I had patronised, there it was : 'THIRD PRIZE: 5211'. Because I play so infrequently, I wasn't sure I had won anything as I bought both numbers as a pair and not individually. After consulting the website, it dawned on me that I had won, albeit modestly, but still almost double the only other time I had won anything : $88 back in April 2010, after which I bought several more times and then had a long hiatus until the beginning of this year when I bought sporadically again.

So sporadically and in such small amounts that my win of $168 covered ALL my lottery expenses for 2019 thus far! =)

Now, Abraham's words about alignment & life experience teaching ring true and I'm a stronger believer in their & Neville's teachings than I ever have been before!