Appreciation Journal : 9th-17th Aug 2019
Today, I reach my 3910th day of FREEDOM from the rentier class that I helped support for 160 months in my past and I am thankful,thankful,thankful,thankful,thankful for rediscovering the Universe's LOVE for me in unexpected, beautiful ways off & on in this new stage of my Life as I feel forward to an improved path to the future.
Today, I spotted an old shoebox that I used to put old stamps in under a pile a papers & newspapers in my bedroom. After washing off the thick layer of dust that had inevitably settled on the top in the intervening time since I last accessed it, I discovered a pile of cards right at the top of the contents that I had virtually forgotten about! Birthday cards from the most joyous workplace I had ever had the privilege to participate in; cards from an ex-church friend whom I had a huge crush on when I was 22 and who broke my heart six years later by gently declining to be my sponsor for my first full-time job at the Ministry of Education ; two cards from a Law Faculty girl friend who had a crush on me despite having at least one other boyfriend ; cards from my elder & (surprise!) younger brother from over two decades ago.
After browsing through the most surprising & cherished ones, I suddenly felt the love rekindle in a heart that had shared no secrets or longings for over a decade. I saw true feeling from a period that I had always written off as confused & lost before this moment.
I thank the Universe and my inner guide for reminding me of the value of my Life, even as I often wobble in this period where I seem to be at a crossroads in this ever evolving journey in this physical time-space reality!
Today, I spotted an old shoebox that I used to put old stamps in under a pile a papers & newspapers in my bedroom. After washing off the thick layer of dust that had inevitably settled on the top in the intervening time since I last accessed it, I discovered a pile of cards right at the top of the contents that I had virtually forgotten about! Birthday cards from the most joyous workplace I had ever had the privilege to participate in; cards from an ex-church friend whom I had a huge crush on when I was 22 and who broke my heart six years later by gently declining to be my sponsor for my first full-time job at the Ministry of Education ; two cards from a Law Faculty girl friend who had a crush on me despite having at least one other boyfriend ; cards from my elder & (surprise!) younger brother from over two decades ago.
After browsing through the most surprising & cherished ones, I suddenly felt the love rekindle in a heart that had shared no secrets or longings for over a decade. I saw true feeling from a period that I had always written off as confused & lost before this moment.
I thank the Universe and my inner guide for reminding me of the value of my Life, even as I often wobble in this period where I seem to be at a crossroads in this ever evolving journey in this physical time-space reality!
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