17th March 2005
I'm enjoying my vacation and surfing(actually, I'm crossing the line between enjoyment and addiction).
Had an interesting chat with a rather mature 16-year old yesterday night(the attractive guy I mentioned a few posts earlier) and I challenged him to an arm-wrestling re-match with my right arm. I told him I could beat him in 100 days if he dared, and of course, he told me to 'dream on!'. Well, there are ways to train the right muscle groups for arm wrestling and we shall see if I can accomplish this feat, always remembering that the 300 perfect bowling game is far harder to achieve, especially with the spotty practice that I get.
He claimed(when asked) that he was a virgin, which I believe. If Ray were to claim such a thing, I wouldn't believe it at all because he looks like he was probably fucked at 14. Or maybe younger. Ah, well...
Anyway, I am truly enjoying these few days of freedom, indulge in my favourite activities(sex not included) and essentially forget about everyone but myself.
One must afford oneself the luxury of being unabashedly selfish sometimes.Anyway, I'm far too good a catch for 99% of the gay fuckers in Singapore, so I'm not going to be the one to make any move. I have my own ways of satisfying the emotion of desire.
I must learn how to revert back to my pre-Ray self-satisfaction and contentment, to- hell- with -the -world-as-long-as-I'm-happy attitude that more people subscribe to than you'd like to think.
Still maintain that the stockmarket is a much safer partner(when it comes to the subject of hurt) than a human being. This is despite the fact that it is so unpredictable and dangerous; if you ask me, it's still less dangerous than a human being you will hardly ever know because truth is always blended into fiction in people's minds, and loyalty always boils down to self-satisfaction.
At least if you suffer loss in the stockmarket, you can always delve into why and how to improve; not so with fickle relationships, where you are sometimes deliberately left in the dark and friendship means 'Bye, we'd probably never see each other again'.
Anyway sex is no great deal to me; money is. With money, one can shortcut the complexity of relationships and keep the lust factor straightforwardly simple.
So here's to money and the making of bucketloads of it on the stockmarket!
3pm stockmarket update:On Bursa Malaysia, Time Engineering is up today, trading 12.4% above my purchase price, while Tekala Corp is trading AT RM1.33, 9.9% higher. On the side of the Causeway where lesser loyalties lie, STATSChippac is holding steady at S$1.12.
Had an interesting chat with a rather mature 16-year old yesterday night(the attractive guy I mentioned a few posts earlier) and I challenged him to an arm-wrestling re-match with my right arm. I told him I could beat him in 100 days if he dared, and of course, he told me to 'dream on!'. Well, there are ways to train the right muscle groups for arm wrestling and we shall see if I can accomplish this feat, always remembering that the 300 perfect bowling game is far harder to achieve, especially with the spotty practice that I get.
He claimed(when asked) that he was a virgin, which I believe. If Ray were to claim such a thing, I wouldn't believe it at all because he looks like he was probably fucked at 14. Or maybe younger. Ah, well...
Anyway, I am truly enjoying these few days of freedom, indulge in my favourite activities(sex not included) and essentially forget about everyone but myself.
One must afford oneself the luxury of being unabashedly selfish sometimes.Anyway, I'm far too good a catch for 99% of the gay fuckers in Singapore, so I'm not going to be the one to make any move. I have my own ways of satisfying the emotion of desire.
I must learn how to revert back to my pre-Ray self-satisfaction and contentment, to- hell- with -the -world-as-long-as-I'm-happy attitude that more people subscribe to than you'd like to think.
Still maintain that the stockmarket is a much safer partner(when it comes to the subject of hurt) than a human being. This is despite the fact that it is so unpredictable and dangerous; if you ask me, it's still less dangerous than a human being you will hardly ever know because truth is always blended into fiction in people's minds, and loyalty always boils down to self-satisfaction.
At least if you suffer loss in the stockmarket, you can always delve into why and how to improve; not so with fickle relationships, where you are sometimes deliberately left in the dark and friendship means 'Bye, we'd probably never see each other again'.
Anyway sex is no great deal to me; money is. With money, one can shortcut the complexity of relationships and keep the lust factor straightforwardly simple.
So here's to money and the making of bucketloads of it on the stockmarket!
3pm stockmarket update:On Bursa Malaysia, Time Engineering is up today, trading 12.4% above my purchase price, while Tekala Corp is trading AT RM1.33, 9.9% higher. On the side of the Causeway where lesser loyalties lie, STATSChippac is holding steady at S$1.12.
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