Friday, March 11, 2005

12th March 2005

A little perkier today because I received my pay and my savings account balance is now in excess of 16 thousand dollars. My favourite gymnastics hub is down today so I will console myself by downloading skating videos. In fact, yesterday, I downloaded an incredible video of Liz Manley's free skating routine from Calgary '88 which allows the viewer to feel the electrifying atmosphere in the arena, which was of course augmented by home support.

It's a beautiful piece of redemption which I'm sure I'll watch over and over again.

In addition, my 160GB Iomega hard disk drive reached its storage capacity limit yesterday, with only about 200MB of disk space left :incredible! Time to expunge duplicated videos and for massive CD burning and archiving!

I met some of my kids yesterday at McDonalds(unintentionally, of course) and I think that they discovered my deadly secret(through spying,regretfully).I tried my level bet to excuse it by saying that the window they spied was a pop-up but I'm uncertain if I can rely on their gullibility in that respect.

Anyway, the most athletic and well-built of them, whom I am secretly attracted to practically boasted about the hardness of some his bodyparts to me and let me feel them(oo!!). He even challenged me to an arm-wrestling contest, which he won handily with his right hand(I managed to hold out in the horizontal position for about 10 seconds before touching down) but lost with his left arm equally handily. And I thought my right arm was far stronger than my left!

I haven't ruled out totally my suspicion that this particular guy has homosexual tendencies(in addition to being handsome(his eyes!whoa!!) and athletic.

He seems to have a sensitive soul as well so we have something in common!

But seriously, I will reject any such tendencies because I REFUSE to take part in ruining the future of a young life like my own life was ruined. Well ,not ruined but changed irrevocably.

At least I can emphatise with rape victims and the trauma they feel.

There! I refuse to sigh because I've finally come to terms with that sordid chapter in my life and am ready to move on....

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