6th March 2005
Yesterday evening, I had yet another two dead-end dates, a personal record. One was a hunky guy who was quite good-looking but rather uncompromising. The other was a skinny but rather wishy-washy guy was too effeminate for my liking. I was rather physically attracted to the first but he looked like he was playing a little hard to get(which I can understand). Although we were supposedly heading in the same direction to watch different movies with different people, he declined to walk with me.
This experience has put me off dating. So my guess is that he was probably meeting someone special or that he wasn't watching a movie after all, and for some reason, did not want his whoever to meet me. I sent him a message just before my movie with my skinny second date started but never got a reply so I guess that's that. What makes people refuse to even reply to a simple sms asking "How was the movie?"? Is it repulsion? Fear? Timidity? Callousness? Disinterest?Lack of courtesy? It defies my comprehension...
I hate playing games, and superficial people pretending that they aren't. I am who I am and if people don't like it, they can go cram something into their anal orifices, hopefully a sharp object which causes plenty of squealing.
This has motivated me to give up dating, at least for the next few months. From now on, I've concluded that it's still a safer bet to court the stockmarket. At least any pain that results from that courtship is bearable because it can be rationalised, unlike the hidden thoughts, priorities and intentions of the human mind.
Well, the movie('The Woodsman') was a consolation as it was about the redemption of a serial child molester. The character in the movie was even harder-hearted than I was, but he found the courage to come out of his hard reticence to love a woman(who of course made the first move!) and took his suffering gamely, only once driven to tears(which he shed while holding his stoic posture- give that man an Oscar!) by his psychologist(!) interrogating him, albeit gently, about his childhood, the root of his abnormality.
Dom
This experience has put me off dating. So my guess is that he was probably meeting someone special or that he wasn't watching a movie after all, and for some reason, did not want his whoever to meet me. I sent him a message just before my movie with my skinny second date started but never got a reply so I guess that's that. What makes people refuse to even reply to a simple sms asking "How was the movie?"? Is it repulsion? Fear? Timidity? Callousness? Disinterest?Lack of courtesy? It defies my comprehension...
I hate playing games, and superficial people pretending that they aren't. I am who I am and if people don't like it, they can go cram something into their anal orifices, hopefully a sharp object which causes plenty of squealing.
This has motivated me to give up dating, at least for the next few months. From now on, I've concluded that it's still a safer bet to court the stockmarket. At least any pain that results from that courtship is bearable because it can be rationalised, unlike the hidden thoughts, priorities and intentions of the human mind.
Well, the movie('The Woodsman') was a consolation as it was about the redemption of a serial child molester. The character in the movie was even harder-hearted than I was, but he found the courage to come out of his hard reticence to love a woman(who of course made the first move!) and took his suffering gamely, only once driven to tears(which he shed while holding his stoic posture- give that man an Oscar!) by his psychologist(!) interrogating him, albeit gently, about his childhood, the root of his abnormality.
Dom
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