One by one my leaves fall...
I realize I haven’t been thinking in an acceptably rational way in the year to date, for I allowed the quest for someone to hug, hold and call my own to sabotage what I should have focused on this year: what to do with my potential future( I say potential because life can easily be wrenched from our bodies at any Godly whim).
Had a weird idea of designing a logo for this spot illustrating 8 gravestones to identify the eight still-born relationships I had this year. Actually, many weren’t really relationships but just dates which didn’t go beyond the first meeting for whatever reasons. I accept the failure of these rendezvous to be part of my dismal reality this year, together with a patchy investment performance and a deteriorating career.
Some may wonder what keeps me going despite major and minor setbacks taking their various turns to intrude and override my considerable efforts in finding happiness and success in my life.
Have you ever had the feeling that nothing in your life is working out no matter how hard you think about it and worry and strain your butt flat out trying ?
Well, 2005 has been such a time for me. The other years were 1997, 2000 and 2002.
I’m flying to Shanghai on Wednesday for a six day trip. Today, I changed around two thousand four hundred bucks into travellers’ cheques which should barely cover everything.
If you are reading this, please pray for my safety(even if you don’t believe in God).
For this, I thank you :)
Had a weird idea of designing a logo for this spot illustrating 8 gravestones to identify the eight still-born relationships I had this year. Actually, many weren’t really relationships but just dates which didn’t go beyond the first meeting for whatever reasons. I accept the failure of these rendezvous to be part of my dismal reality this year, together with a patchy investment performance and a deteriorating career.
Some may wonder what keeps me going despite major and minor setbacks taking their various turns to intrude and override my considerable efforts in finding happiness and success in my life.
Have you ever had the feeling that nothing in your life is working out no matter how hard you think about it and worry and strain your butt flat out trying ?
Well, 2005 has been such a time for me. The other years were 1997, 2000 and 2002.
I’m flying to Shanghai on Wednesday for a six day trip. Today, I changed around two thousand four hundred bucks into travellers’ cheques which should barely cover everything.
If you are reading this, please pray for my safety(even if you don’t believe in God).
For this, I thank you :)
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3:04 AM
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