Kids and bi***es from hell...

Have you noticed that people age and uglify very quickly as they become parents?

I have this theory that humans(and animals) were created to allow our offspring to sap our life force gradually but inexorably from our bodies.

Yet the relentless urge to have children in most people remains.

For myself, the desire to have a child(a boy especially) is latent, but not overwhelming.

I doubt I have the patience(taking after my mother) to bring up kids properly.

Right now, I have problems even maintaining friendships because my sense of purpose and existence has not fully recovered from the battering it received for most of the year so far.

What is driving me crazy now is that people find patently undesirable at best, and utterly repulsive at worst, are making unwanted advances at me.

I bear this with fortitude, for now