Ascension Journal 1st Jan '22

 'We let go wanting to change the past & we let go wanting to control the future. 

Spiritual realization comes by through contemplation. As you walk, you ask:"Who am I to myself? Who am I to the world? What is my relationship to Life? When you reverence all that is beautiful, all that is divine by virtue of its existence, then you walk about in a different state: out of that state arises a conviction of safety. If you need to know something, the Spirit will see to it that you take the action. The ego doesn't but takes the credit for it.' :DH

Expenditure for 2022

 Jan 1 17.00[56SP]

Jan 2 11.85[BPN2]

Jan 3 40.60[CCB]

Jan 4 0.00[CCB]

Jan 5 43.35[BPB + BTR]

Jan 6 0.00

Jan 7 11.90[CCB]

Jan 8 0.00[J + CCB]

Jan 9 5.85[J + 56WP]

Jan 10 117.80[Brown Rhinestone Necklace(BRN)+ Medium rhinestone ring(MRR)]

Jan 11 0.00 [BRN + MRR]

Jan 12 27.15[BRN + MRR]

Jan 13 11.80[BRN + LRR]

Jan 14 0.00[BRN + LRR]

Jan 15 0.00[BRN + LRR]

Jan 16 11.35[HRN + LRR]

Jan 17 31.15[Rhinestone disc necklace(RDN) + LRR]

Jan 18 49.05[Double strand pearl(DSP) + LRR]

Jan 19 57.65[Egyptian collar necklace(ECN) + LRR]

Jan 20 8.65[TAB + LRR]

Jan 21 20.75[TAB + LRR]

Jan 22 0.00[TAB + LRR]

Jan 23 10.65[TAB + LRR]

Jan 24 0.00[LRR]

Jan 25 13.15[TAB + LRR]

Jan 26 17.80[TAB + LRR]

Jan 27 8.65[TAB + LRR]

Jan 28 0.00[LRR]

Jan 29 19.65[LRR]

Jan 30 11.00

Jan 31 181.50[LN + LRR]

Jan Total = 728.30[$23.49 per day]

Feb 1 8.65 [RHR]

Feb 2 14.65[LRR]

Feb 3 67.60[TAB + LRR]

Feb 4 85.00[BPB + LRR]

Feb 5 14.65

Feb 6 0.00 [TAB]

Feb 7 74.15[LRR]

Feb 8 0.00[TAB]

Feb 9 32.10[LRR]

Feb 10 0.00[TAB + LRR]

Feb 11 24.25[LRR]

Feb 12 14.65[LRR]

Feb 13 6.00 [LRR]

Feb 14 79.40[LRR]

Feb 15 14.65[LRR]

Feb 16 89.90[LRR]

Feb 17 166.85[SBN + LRR]

Feb 18 143.30[SEN + LRR]

Feb 19 10.65[LRR]

Feb 20 28.15[LRR]

Feb 21 91.95[LRR]

Feb 22 11.85[LRR]

Feb 23 68.00 [MRR]

Feb 24 0.00 [MRR]

Feb 25 25.55[MRR]

Feb 26 10.85[MRR]

Feb 27 10.85

Feb 28 18.15[MRR]

Mar 1 0.00 [MRR]

Mar 2 17.50 [MRR]

Mar 3 5.85

Mar 4 59.10

Mar 5 14.85[MRR]

Mar 6 15.85 [YRR]

Mar 7 12.30 [YRR]

Mar 8 0.00[YRR]

Mar 9 162.80[YRR]

Mar 10 22.90[YRR]

Mar 11 96.20[YRR]

Mar 12 6.00

Mar 13 11.85

Mar 14 17.70[YRR]

Mar 15 9.85 [YRR]

Mar 16 77.00

Mar 17 9.00[YRR]

Mar 18 7.20

Mar 19 17.85

Mar 20 15.85

Mar 21 18.05

Mar 22 8.50

Mar 23 20.05

Mar 24 5.20 [YRR]

Mar 25 38.05[Marvella mauve pearls + DGR]

Mar 26 8.00[Heart necklace]

Mar 27 10.00

Mar 28 134.85 [Orianne ring]

Mar 29 255.10[Amethyst cuff]

Mar 30 27.50 [ Large citrine ring]

Mar 31 7.30

Apr 1 162.80 [DGR]

Apr 2 21.50 [Blue topaz ring]

Apr 3 30.20 [ MRR ]

Apr 4 24.20 [MRR + Monet tassel necklace]

Apr 5 9.70[MRR + Teardrop rhinestone W&D]

Apr 6 12.50 [Teardrop rhinestone W&D]

Apr 7 68.70 [Teardrop rhinestone W&D]

Apr 8 15.90 [Teardrop rhinestone W&D]

Apr 9 15.30 [Teardrop rhinestone W&D]

Apr 10 0.00 [Teardrop rhinestone W&D]

Apr 11 34.90 [Teardrop rhinestone W&D]

Apr 12 0.00 [Teardrop rhinestone W&D]

Apr 13 13.70 [Teardrop rhinestone W&D]

Apr 14 97.30 [Teardrop rhinestone W&D]

Apr 15 31.60 [Teardrop rhinestone W&D]

Apr 16 4.00 [Teardrop rhinestone W&D]

Apr 17 5.00 [Teardrop rhinestone W&D]

Apr 18 17.00[Teardrop rhinestone W&D]

Apr 19 11.00[Teardrop rhinestone W&D]

Apr 20 8.70[Teardrop rhinestone W&D]

Apr 21 13.10[Teardrop rhinestone W&D]

Apr 22 27.80[TRWD]

Apr 23 23.15[TRWD]

Apr 24 0.00[TRWD]

Apr 25 14.30[TRWD]

Apr 26 16.40[TRWD]

Apr 27 14.00[TRWD]

Apr 28 7.50[TRWD]

Apr 29 32.20[TRWD]

Apr 30 0.00[TRWD]

May 1 42.55 [Silver disc necklace + TRWD]

May 2 52.75 [Lucky brand necklace + TRWD]

May 3 41.40[TRWD]

May 4 72.20[TRWD]

May 5 14.60[TRWD]

May 6 31.20[TRWD]

May 7 4.90[TRWD]

May 8 41.50[TRWD]

May 9 29.20[TRWD]

May 10 17.90[TRWD]

May 11 40.35[TRWD]

May 12 6.30[TRWD]

May 13 15.40[TRWD]

May 14 41.10[TRWD]

May 15 29.60[TRWD]

May 16 26.00[TRWD]

May 17 9.30[TRWD]

May 18 8.70[TRWD]

May 19 26.80[TRWD]

May 20 17.40[TRWD]

May 21 16.40[TRWD]

May 22 10.10[TRWD]

May 23 145.45[TRWD]

May 24 22.40[TRWD]

May 25 11.30[TRWD]

May 26 10.00[TRWD]

May 27 23.60[TRWD]

May 28 36.85[TRWD]

May 29 21.45[TRWD]

May 30 86.20[TRWD]

May 31 8.40[TRWD]

Jun 1 0.00[TRWD]

Jun 2 24.80[TRWD]

Jun 3 20.50[Multi-gem citrine ring]

Jun 4 6.10[TRWD]

Jun 5 16.85[TRWD]

Jun 6 48.80[Amethyst cuff]

Jun 7 11.80

Jun 8 17.60[Diamond WG ring]

Jun 9 56.90

Jun 10 37.60

Jun 11 8.40

Jun 12 29.30

Jun 13 100.40

Jun 14 31.95

Jun 15 18.00

Jun 16 0.00

Jun 17 10.65

Jun 18 11.50

Jun 19 22.00[DWGR]

Jun 20 26.70

Jun 21 12.00

Jun 22 44.90

Jun 23 23.70[Large citrine ring]

Jun 24 8.60

Jun 25 9.85

Jun 26 10.00

Jun 27 11.80

Jun 28 64.80

Jun 29 0.00

Jun 30 16.80[Ruby Ring]

Jul 1 39.65

Jul 2 18.80

Jul 3 4.00

Jul 4 267.60

Jul 5 11.50

Jul 6 92.70

Jul 7 12.10

Jul 8 31.25

Jul 9 39.20

Jul 10 32.30

Jul 11 20.00

Jul 12 7.20[Ring tassel necklace]

Jul 13 14.00[Monet tassel]

Jul 14 25.40[Copper rings]

Jul 15 16.10

Jul 16 25.20[Ring tassel necklace]

Jul 17 4.00[Prom necklace]

Jul 18 32.60

Jul 19 13.30[Marvella lilac pearl]

Jul 20 11.30[Double strand Marvella]

Jul 21 13.10[Double strand Marvella]

Jul 22 24.90[Double strand Marvella]

Jul 23 28.50[DSM]

Jul 24 0.00 [Purple bead necklace + BPB]

Jul 25 26.50[PBN + CCB]

Jul 26 26.20[PBN]

Jul 27 8.80[Dbl strand acrylic pearl necklace]

Jul 28 21.10[Grey balls chain +YYB]

Jul 29 26.00[Kissaka pearl]

Jul 30 13.10[Kissaka pearl]

Jul 31 20.40[KP]

Aug 1 56.10[KP]

Aug 2 6.00 [KP]

Aug 3 8.50

Aug 4 0.00

Aug 5 85.60

Aug 6 30.55

Aug 7 4.00

Aug 8 11.30

Aug 9 5.50

Aug 10 11.55

Aug 11 1.55

Aug 12 22.10

Aug 13 4.00

Aug 14 0.00

Aug 15 0.00

Aug 16 1.50

Aug 17 8.30

Aug 18 4.20

Aug 19 7.30

Aug 20 0.00[Angel wings + blue topaz ring]

Aug 21 0.00

Aug 22 0.00

Aug 23 14.80

Aug 24 21.70

Aug 25 8.80

Aug 26 34.55

Aug 27 35.95

Aug 28 4.00

Aug 29 9.70

Aug 30 13.50

Aug 31 0.00

Sep 1 11.50

Sep 2 7.90

Sep 3 36.80

Sep 4 4.00

Sep 5 44.90
Sep 6 0.60

Sep 7 16.10

Sep 8 17.40

Sep 9 8.65

Sep 10 0.00

Sep 11 0.00

Sep 12 13.90

Sep 13 5.60

Sep 14 13.10

Sep 15 7.30

Sep 16 14.90

Sep 17 15.80[onions + 30 A eggs]

Sep 18 4.00

Sep 19 19.95

Sep 20 4.80

Sep 21 31.05

Sep 22 27.05

Sep 23 28.00

Sep 24 0.00

Sep 25 4.00

Sep 26 36.75

Sep 27 0.00

Sep 28 64.85

Sep 29 13.80

Sep 30 28.05

Oct 1 0.00

Oct 2 8.10

Oct 3 17.90

Oct 4 0.00

Oct 5 133.90

Oct 6 77.95[Swarovski gold necklace)

Oct 7 39.75[SGN]

Oct 8 13.40[SGN]

Oct 9 32.30[SGN]

Oct 10 22.50[SGN]

Oct 11 9.80[SGN]

Oct 12 7.90[Brown crystal necklace]

Oct 13 29.70[Tube rhinestone necklace]

Oct 14 37.10 [TRN]

Oct 15 36.90[TRN]

Oct 16 6.00[ Ring tassel necklace]

Oct 17 19.95[Premier toggle necklace]

Oct 18 11.85[Gold double tassel]

Oct 19 61.90[GDT]

Oct 20 16.10[GDT]

Oct 21 29.15[GDT]

Oct 22 22.85[GDT]

Oct 23 57.35[GDT]

Oct 24 56.10[Bird of Paradise necklace]

Oct 25 27.90[BPN]

Oct 26 28.90[BPN]

Oct 27 105.40[BPN]

Oct 28 29.40[Crocodile tooth necklace]

Oct 29 17.20[BHWM necklace + onyx bracelet + Christian charms bracelet]

Oct 30 36.65[CCB]

Oct 31 14.55[3 Lions necklace]

Nov 1 65.10 [Lion medallion necklace]

Nov 2 123.10 [Egyptian collar]

Nov 3 15.70 [Lisner necklace]

Nov 4 63.25 [LN]

Nov 5 23.75 [thick gold rope]

Nov 6 38.80[Monet gold rope]

Nov 7 9.50 [14ktgp chain]

Nov 8 16.90

Nov 9 9.50 [CTN]

Nov 10 10.50[Appartement necklace]

Nov 11 31.45[Buddha tassel]

Nov 12 33.40[Ruby + multi-gem ring +BT]

Nov 13 50.80[DSM]

Nov 14 19.10

Nov 15 17.30

Nov 16 20.20[Deep sea necklace]

Nov 17 73.00[Grey rhinestone necklace]

Nov 18 49.25[Gold bulb necklace]

Nov 19 45.25[Orianne halo ring]

Nov 20 26.20[Citrine multi-gem ring + reconstituted amber necklace]

Nov 21 19.60[RAN]

Nov 22 22.30 [Panther head necklace + large citrine ring]

Nov 23 11.00

Nov 24 15.60[Anchor necklace + $ pendant]

Nov 25 22.85[PBN]

Nov 26 19.50[Swarovski ring]

Nov 27 26.25[Large red ring]

Nov 28 34.30[LRR]

Nov 29 30.95[LRR]

Nov 30 28.85 [LRR]

Dec 1 22.50[LRR + Monet Golden Pearls]

Dec 2 27.35[LRR + MGP]

Dec 3 24.90[LRR]

Dec 4 21.50 [LRR + Monet Black Pearls]

Dec 5 68.30[LRR + MBP]

Dec 6 65.00[LRR + MBP]

Dec 7 171.60[LRR + MBP]

Dec 8 23.20  "

Dec 9 97.90  "

Dec 10 49.60 "

Dec 11 175.50 "

Dec 12 98.65 "

Dec 13 35.35[MBP]

Dec 14 10.50[LRR + MBP]

Dec 15 101.80[LRR + MBP]

Dec 16 14.40 [Blue topaz ring]

Dec 17 38.60 [Large citrine ring]

Dec 18 30.90[LCR]

Dec 19 89.25[LCR]

Dec 20 37.50[Buddha tassel]

Dec 21 13.50[BT]

Dec 22 42.25[BT]

Dec 23 47.30[BT]

Dec 24 63.90[BT]

Dec 25 45.70[BT]

Dec 26 41.50[BT]

Dec 27 319.70 [BT]

Dec 28 10.50[BT]

Dec 29 49.30[BT]

Dec 30 152.45[London Olympic Gold]

Dec 31 37.95[LOG]

Ascension Journal 31st Dec '21

 

Ascension Journal 28th Dec '21

 

My New Home!

 When the enthralling JOY of finally becoming a multi-millionaire began to wear off, I set about planning my new home: a spherical dwelling with pleasant colours on the outside & strong wooden criss-crossing beams on the inside. It's like one large living room, with a bedroom attached & adjoining bathroom to one side & a kitchen on the other.

This structure sits on a large piece of land that has been partially turned into a vegetable & fruit farm, with a sanctuary for animals on the far end of it. 

Ascension Journal 26th Dec '21

 Antidote to Worry

    :Just sit back & concern yourself with something which is a life process eg heart beat etc Just pay attention to that for some time : slowly you'll see there's a distinction between what is you & what you have gathered, which includes both your physiological & psychological possibility or mess, whatever you've made out of it.'

Ascension Journal 25th Dec '21

 

Ascension Journal 5th Dec '21

Ascension Journal 5th Dec '21

 'Emotions, thoughts, awareness determines which timelines we go into.'

'Emotions should be recognized & processed NOT dwelled in, kept or suppressed ...they are meant to feel, understand, collect information for our highest expression & to move through them. This is how we use these tools of the human body. Healing occurs when you end up on the other side of feeling through these emotional waves of life & death. Meditation allows the human to separate itself from the sensory stimulation( of the external illusion) aspect of the human & integrate the many dimensions that it is, allowing us to organize those multi-dimensional experiences. '

'All living beings are having to enter a state of neutrality/non-judgement in which they can then create & manifest all things. We have the ability of not judging what we are experiencing: that is the trick! What we manifest into this current time you cannot judge - that's where the majority of people get tangled up, in their fears & their doubts about what they're creating. It's necessary to be a constant flow, movement of life force energy in order to come into expression.'

'We must move beyond the sensory aspect( i.e just feeling love, joy etc) of human experience. We must also understand how those emotions are processed, not only through the physical body but through how we project our reality.'

'A body will heal itself by destroying any resistance that it has subconsciously to the moment, to the experience it is accessing. If there is illness in the body, it means that any aspect or a aspect of the human body is in resistance or rejecting an aspect of your experience.'

Ascension Journal 4th Dec '21

 The activity of thinking & perceiving make dimensionless consciousness appear as time & space: thinking makes consciousness look like time, perceiving makes consciousness look like space so time & space are what consciousness looks like when viewed through the lens of thought & perception. There is no time & space inherent in reality : it's just how reality appears from a limited, localized perspective  :RS