Appreciation Journal :10th Apr 2020

Yesterday, I had a wonderful dream where I was inserted lottery tickets into a machine & the first one I put in indicated that I had won a prize and when the ticket was returned with the prize printed on it, the words were : 'Dayang MacDonald House'. My voice was choking as I said to myself & those around me : "I won a house...I won a HOUSE!"

I believe this is my subconscious telling me that a windfall of some manner is on its way to me!

'Inquire what is here when I'm not looking for something I think should be here. We respect the story but we don't believe the story. We honour the story but we don't follow the story. We are in awe of the story's power but we recognize that the deeper power is the consciousness of the story & then nothing is trivialized & then nothing is made small so that we can feel safe. It all is filled with this wonder, some terrible, peaceful & quiet, some raging & in love: it's the nature of our Universe, that our consciousness can be aware of that & be aware of the loss & the gain that appears in that and the recognition that before loss & gain and after loss & gain and before meaning and after meaning that we superimpose on this indecipherable story of being, there is this wonder TO BE. ' : G